sergeant rankup

I would like to become a sergeant because I think and look at what's around me and know when I restrain someone to know at other people will be coming to help or kill the cops as we take him/her to the HQ's and as a patrol officer I've saved and lost officers and died tried no matter what happens to me I want the civ and cops and ems to live a life longer if someone died's its me I know I got MAX ADHD I was born that way so what I say if its mean or bad its because of rage and madness not because you did something wrong its because I did something wrong and if or have mean or rage at you truly sorry and I hope you accept my apoloigez and stuff but still sorry and back to the sergeant thing I feel and I see and know when something like a ambush is or going to happen and I something ahead and I think that I am a good shot but that me.